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Noise

I rolled back onto the lawn and pressed my forehead to the ground again and made the noise that Father calls groaning. I make this noise when there is too much information coming into my head from the outside world. It is like when you’re upset and you hold the radio against your ear and you tune it halfway between two stations so that all you get is white noise and then you turn the volume right up so that this is all you can hear and then you know you are safe because you cannot hear anything else

                 – Mark Haddon, “The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time“.

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There was a lot of noise. Noise like a thousand ripples on a lake, vibrating too fast for the naked eye to see but there nonetheless. There was my twitter feed where all my #edchatie peeps fed me my daily bread of wisdom, and there was my facebook feed where I kept up to speed on the cuteness of my cousins kids and there was my gmail drive where resided the world wide wisdom of the cesi list and where alerts fell to a virtual earth when someone commented on my blog or sent a question or gave me praise – well glory be – and of course there were the email notifications of the messages I was already receiving on twitter and facebook but now I had them twice in case I missed them once and sometimes people would ask to be linked-in with me but I already felt so damn linked in I sort of felt in chains.

There were the messages on the phone itself, sometimes real and sometimes ‘i’ and some were viber and some what’s app and of course the phone itself could ring as well as bleep and ping and spit at me down one million channels of connectivity all of which were making me feel a little sick.

I used to lose myself quite often and it’s something I miss now that I am always here.

So when I stand in awe outdoors in a theatre built by Shakespeare’s men in 1599, like many who have gone before, no noise will draw my heart and eye away from the spectacle of a heart splintered into a thousand pieces crying out in agony “methought I heard a voice cry, ‘sleep no more, Macbeth does murder sleep”  and I will be transported away from myself and won’t that be a blessing and won’t I just be glad, because when all is said and done, I am just me, but art is for eternity.

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Shakespeare’s “Macbeth” is performed in The Globe Theatre, London until the 13th October.

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time is performed in the Apollo Theatre in London indefinitely.

ADE: Surface and Depth

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The Apple Distinguished Educators Institute I attended in Cork last week was, unsurprisingly, a slick operation. We were repeatedly wowed by the calibre of presenters flown in to showcase their genius and to work with us as we immersed ourselves in the process of authoring content.

Sarah Herrlinger’s talk on accessible content design struck a chord and reminded me of the promise I made to myself (via my interactions with @irishdeafkids) to think about the needs of all learners when creating content for this website and elsewhere.

Bill Frakes’ stunningly beautiful photographs unearthed a previously hidden desire in me to really explore the art of creating photos and to the delight of my husband John, I’ve been playing around with our newly purchased Nikon camera a lot since I got home. Bill Frakes also took a photo of every ADE at the event and what girl’s gonna turn down the opportunity to have her image snapped by a Pulitzer Prize winning photographer?

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Nancy Duarte’s incredibly engaging talk on the importance of clear design for educational content resonated the most for me and reassured me that there is still a place in education for the well-designed lecture.

But when I scratch beneath the surface of the week there were other, more significant things I learnt.

First of all, the future of learning is not exclusively or even predominantly online. Content consumption has exploded in recent years but it undoubtedly has limitations, particularly for recovering-technophobes like me who, given a choice, choose human over machine every time. No matter how many incredible resources were sent my way on the iTunesU ADE course, they paled to insignificance beside the power of collaborating in person with kindred spirits. The lifelong friendships I take away from the week with me will be the creative juice I need to keep at it, even when the mountain feels too high to climb. Yes, I’ll explore the content as time allows but it was building content in the presence of crazily creative people that was simply wow and perhaps this is what gives Apple their edge in education, because content creation is such a key element of their ecosystem. All of this cemented for me what I already knew in my heart: that the human element of learning is vital. So blended learning as the future? Hell yeah! But massive MOOCs? I’ve not convinced.

Secondly, no matter how much money you have, pupil-teacher ratio matters. There were many occasions during the week where my learning could have been accelerated if only I had access to the experts in my moments of need. We DID have access to the experts but there were 160 of us all clamouring for their attention! Luckily my PLN were incredibly patient. The time I spent with them, along with the 10 minutes I spent with the Duarte team and the half hour Ryan L’Esperance kindly gave me, reminded me that the teacher may move from sage on the stage to guide on the side, but nothing is superior to individualised instruction. No country has been able to afford it since the ancient Greeks, but it works, no question.

The Lennon Bus tour blew my mind with the extreme challenge based learning they implement on a daily basis but it also brought me full circle once again to the issue of pupil-teacher ratio. I hope to lure them to my school sometime soon but the process of selecting only 10-12 pupils from a school of 500, all of whom would undoubtedly benefit from participation, will be seriously tough. I know it’s better to give some of them the experience rather than none but it does make me sad that they can’t all experience it. I guess it was just another timely reminder that CBL is best implemented with perhaps one expert to every 5 learners. The Lennon Bus crew understand that completely which is why they limit the number of participants to preserve the integrity and value of the learning experience. But in an Ireland where classes are bursting at the seams from cutbacks and austerity, effective CBL is only going to happen if, as a teacher, I can somehow draw on the expertise my learners already have and if some of my students are happy to take on the role of teacher rather than learner within the group projects we do.

Thirdly, the week confirmed a complex reality that bitter experience has already taught me: learning will not automatically happen simply because you put people into groups. I clicked instantly with @Andyisatwork @Krowdrah @cajcarter @Lannoy29 and @Mrpielee and serious kudos goes to @rebeccastockley for helping us to find each other. Basically she got us to write down some key words on our iPads which represented our passions and we then wandered a room full of 160 odd people holding up our signs and searching for kindred spirits. I know I found mine but speaking informally to other ADE’s not everyone was as fortunate or successful. The quality of my learning and the speed with which I got to grips with my project was a direct result of working in PLN 6: Cinetivity, to the extent that one day I looked around, demanded out loud where all the other groups had gone, at which point we all looked up and realised that everyone else had gone to lunch. I had lost myself so completely in our group dynamic of just getting shit done that eating seemed like an unwelcome distraction from the important business at hand. We dragged ourselves away from our projects once our stomachs started complaining loudly but I could work happily with those guys for weeks on end. The ideas fizzing and bubbling in the air were too delicious to resist.

My favourite session from the whole week involved no tech at all. We laid down our weapons of choice – iPads and iPhones and iMacs – and played improv games in a group of about 40 people down in the golf lodge. I can’t remember when I last laughed so much but I do know that first day back to school my students will get the direct benefit of that session spent with Rebecca Stockley. And being able to access her content via the ADE iTunes course will really help in a few weeks time when the feeling remains but the details are fuzzy in my brain. That is the true beauty of the technology, the way it allows us to re-connect with knowledge whose seed has been planted in our minds but which needs care and attention if it is ever to grow.

I learnt a lot last week at the ADE institute but if the beautiful glass momento pictured above somehow gets smashed I’ll be sad, sure, but not devastated. Because the week wasn’t about a fancy trophy and a slick photo. It was about bringing together a bunch of educators with vision and passion and skill and for that I will always be grateful.

So I suppose what I’m really trying to say is that depth is always more complex, and for me, more interesting than surface.

Take for example this photo. The extreme lighting employed flattens my features, smoothes out my crows feet, evens out my skin tone. I look good but I don’t quite look like myself.
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Now compare it to this photo, taken by my beloved John in a moment when I’m completely at ease and thus genuinely smiling.
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Yes you can see my chubby cheeks and the lines around my eyes. There are shiny bits which make my skin look a little oily and my hair is shoved behind my ears. But it’s me. It’s undoubtedly me. And maybe that depth is ultimately more appealing than flattened out surface.

The surface appeal of tech in education is undeniable. The idea that it could instantly transform education, could make it more engaging, more accessible, more of-the-era is tempting in the extreme.

But the deeper truth I also realised this week is that learning from people, with machines, is the most powerful learning there is. Tech in education is the way forward. I truly, madly, deeply believe this. The human element remains central; the tech becomes invisible; and the marriage of the two is just pure magic.

Story spine…

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Once upon a time there was a teacher who didn’t like computers very much. She felt shy in their presence. Unsure, uncertain, undone.

And every day, necessity came knocking on her door, crying loudly “the time is nigh, the time is near, embrace the future, defeat your fear”. But still the teacher hesitated, unwilling to jump into the abyss of all that she did not know.

Until one day, she took a road trip to a CESI meet and said unto those who knew so much more than she ever would “If you can look into the seeds of time and say which grain will grow and which will not, speak to me then, who neither beg nor fear your favours nor your hate”. And they replied with kindness and compassion for the teacher who knew so little and she began to feel like maybe, just maybe, she could do this (…but that’s a story from another day and you can read about it here).

And because of that she attended a 3 day digital bootcamp in Cork (here) and because of that she embraced more challenge based learning in her teaching. Not all the time, but more than ever before.

And because of that, and her compassion for those who, like her, were struggling to learn things never learned before, she won a lovely teaching award (here) and felt like maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t a total imposter, a feeling many teachers battle their entire career (‘who am I to teach you what you do not know?’).

Until finally, she felt an equilibrium gently bedding down in her soul. But once again necessity came knocking at her door, crying “the tablet era is nigh. Take your head out of your ass and stop being so smug about how much you know”. So she once again found herself seeking out those who could help her, with patience and kindness and compassion. And she found them, in @Krowdrah and @Andyisatwork and @cajcarter and @Lannoy29 and @Mrpielee and @catherinem23 and she rejoiced and was glad because one great teacher can make a difference but six make all the difference in the world. And being in a space with 200 great teachers for 6 days makes all the difference in the universe.

And ever since that day, she gives thanks daily for the wonderful educators who help her leap into the terrifying abyss of all that she does not know and all that she has yet to learn.

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Story Spine is just one of the many things I learned at ADE Institute 2013 and yes, there’s an app for that! thanks @rebeccastockley

Lifelong Learning

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It’s kind of hip these days to talk about being a “lifelong learner” but for me, I just like learning new things… as long as they’re not too far out of my comfort zone!

So this summer I’ve been learning more about broadcasting by doing a weekly radio show with my hubby John, it’s called “What’s Another Year?”. Starting with 2010 and going back in time, each episode examines the major sporting, movie, literary, political and social events of that year (from a narrow Irish point of view bien sur!) Think of it as Richard and Judy meets Reeling in the Years. And yes, that’s me singing the theme tune. Johnny Logan eat your heart out 😉

You can listen back to previous episodes here:

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In other news, this Sunday I’ll be attending my first ever Apple Distinguished Educator Institute. I applied to become an ADE back in January and was like a kid at Christmas when I eventually found out I’d been accepted. Now the 6 day intensive training camp in using Apple technologies to transform teaching and learning is nigh and I am uber-super-duper excited. I’m also a bit scared because I have zero formal training in I.T. As with the radio show, everything I’ve learned is a mix of gut instinct and the never-ending patience of my wonderful hubby John.

You can read more about the ADE programme here: http://www.apple.com/education/apple-distinguished-educator/ and I’ll post all about it next week when the fire in my brain cools a little 😉

Filter Bubbles

Filter bubbles exist when we are fed only the info that we want to see and read, the views and content that interests us and corresponds with our view of the world.

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If I use facebook, I’m only going to be exposed to posts by my friends and family. So let’s say they’ve all got bad grammar? Then I’m going to end up drowning in a sea of sentence fragments, poor spelling and indiscriminate mis-use of your / you’re / there / their / they’re. The danger is that this becomes so ‘normal’ to me that eventually I won’t even notice it. Perhaps it’s ALWAYS been normal to me, in which case good grammar, and an emphasis on the importance of good grammar at school will baffle me completely.

Or let’s say I want to search for something on the internet. If I happen to be logged in to gmail or youtube when I do my search, when I google something I’ll get personalised results. Instead of just getting the results which are most relevant to my search terms, the search will also take into account my location, previous search terms, the websites I most frequently visit etc.

The problem with filter bubbles in general is that we are less likely to be exposed to viewpoints which disagree with our view of the world, with our sense of ‘normal’.

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Filter bubbles aren’t new and they aren’t limited to the internet. My sister works in theatre in London and joked on a visit home recently that every single person she works with reads the Guardian. This means she gets a very liberal view of the world both from the people she works with (they’re all in theatre daahling so theoretically they ‘all’ support funding for the arts, gay marriage, a woman’s right to choose and wealth taxes) and from what she reads (the Guardian writers are pretty much the same as the theatre buffs in their political viewpoint). To balance out her world view, she’s started buying the Telegraph just so she can read opposing opinions to her own (she can’t quite bring herself to buy the Daily Mail, bless her. For more on newspapers and their political stance see here and here).

But let me repeat, in case you missed it the first time: filter bubbles aren’t new. Every child grows up in a household which is in itself a filter bubble. If I grow up surrounded by books and people who enjoy reading, then to me that’s normal. If I overhear and/or participate in conversations where the speakers use sophisticated vocabulary and express their opinions without fear of censure or ridicule, just a healthy level of debate, then that will also seem ‘normal’ to me. If healthy eating and participation in sport are a given in my household, then in most (but not all) cases, the kids who emerge from this household will also place a value on reading, conversation, healthy eating and sport (at least that’s what I’m hoping for in the case of my lil daughter!).

I had the depressing experience recently where we were reading an article in class and I asked the students to highlight any words they didn’t understand and promised I’d explain them once we finished reading the article. I ended up feeling like I was translating a passage of French. I wasn’t angry with my students; it’s not their fault if their vocabulary is limited, any more than it’s my fault if I’m not a trained ballet dancer. They live in a digital era where reading levels are plummeting and where casual spoken language (texting, youtube, facebook) dominates.

But it scared me. A lot. Our entire education system is built on a foundation which demands the ability to read, understand, interpret and respond to complex written data and information. Writing is more complex than speech, it demands greater sophistication of thought and expression. Without the precise words to capture, express and interrogate our reality, we cannot truly understand the world. And we certainly cannot succeed in the Leaving Cert.

Anyway, all of this brings me in a roundabout way to this warning. This website is in itself a filter bubble. It gives you one teacher’s perspective on Leaving Cert English. If you assimilated everything that’s on this site I have no doubt that it would assist you in achieving a good grade in Leaving Cert English.

However, I do worry sometimes when I overhear students’ conversations at school. If you’ll allow me to grossly over-generalise for a moment, students these days are OBSESSED with the ‘right’ way of approaching an exam question. They are OBSESSED with the idea that there is one revision book, or one website, or one disgustingly overpriced completely passive Easter revision course which will magically lead them to the mythical A1 standard sample answer for every possible exam question that could possibly come up in every single one of their subjects and all they need to do is learn them all off by heart and before you know it they have 600 points and a prestigious college course and a job for life and all the happiness in the universe guaranteed for life.

This is an illusion.

Take for example the topics I’ve covered for Macbeth – his soliloquies, his relationship with his wife, Kingship, imagery and the various outside influences on Macbeth’s decisions and behaviour. However, if you look at the list of common questions which come up on Macbeth, you’ll notice you also need to be able to verbalise your levels of sympathy for Macbeth and for his wife Lady Macbeth; you need to understand Banquo’s character and his role as a foil to Macbeth; you must have a detailed knowledge of the role and function of the Witches in the drama; which in itself leads into a more general discussion of the theme of the supernatural in the play; you may be asked to discuss good versus evil or any variation of that issue including your interpretation of the depiction of human beings offered by Shakespeare or a focus purely on the good characters who oppose Macbeth; you’ve got the theme of appearance vs reality; the relevance of the play to a modern audience and the question of what makes the entire play (or just one individual scene) compelling drama.

These are just the questions which have come up previously on Macbeth. We might see a new question we’ve never seen before. I’m not telling you this to freak you out – if anything I think the depth and scope of what you’re supposed to know is mind-boggling to the extent of being laughable, almost absurd. And if you are freaking out reading this, read this right now to get some perspective. With all due respect it’s only the leaving cert, it’s not life or death.

So don’t rely exclusively on what I’ve covered on the site. I’ve tried to be as exhaustive as I can, particularly for Paper 1, but I can’t predict the paper. I don’t have any spidey-tingly-feeling-in-my-bones about what might come up. I never offer predictions nor should you ever listen to them. If you cut the course and take short cuts because time and desperation demand it, that’s your decision, and hopefully it will work out for you.

But if it bites you on the ass,don’t cast around for people to blame, as thousands of students did last year when neither Heaney nor Plath were on the paper. Be pissed off if a poet you like doesn’t come up, but don’t be ‘outraged’ or ‘shocked’ or ‘appalled’.

And if you’re on twitter or facebook the night before the exams and people are offering predictions, remember, that is your filter bubble and you need to remember that when people tell you that they know what’s coming up, like all filter bubblers, they are just telling you what you want to hear, rather than something which is true.